A place for all who adore Dixie to come and get updates and express their support and encouragement.
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Monday, September 24, 2012
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Friday, September 14, 2012
My port definitely comes out this tuesday. The doctor won't just cut it out in her office so off to outpatient surgery I go. It's too bad because after doing the lesson plans for the sub and getting a day off you would think I would get to do something fun. Alas, it is not to be. I will spend the rest of the day trying to come out of the general anestisia. (spelling?) Oh well, maybe there will be a good movie on TV.
I had a long day at school today. Sometimes you just have to saty and clean up after yourself and reorganize a little . That is what I did today from 1:15 to 5:00 and I could have stayed a lot longer.
Randy is off to a camporee so I need to decide on what excitement I will have this evening. It's a good possibility that I will be working on quilts.
I had a long day at school today. Sometimes you just have to saty and clean up after yourself and reorganize a little . That is what I did today from 1:15 to 5:00 and I could have stayed a lot longer.
Randy is off to a camporee so I need to decide on what excitement I will have this evening. It's a good possibility that I will be working on quilts.
Monday, September 10, 2012
Life is good. School has started and things are going great. I thought it might really wear me out but this year does not feel a lot different than any other year. My hair is about an inch long and I am anxious for it to grow in enough that I can get rid of my hats. I did try wearing my wig to school a couple of days but I didn't like it. I am always tugging at it and by the end of the day I look like an old lady that is wearing her wig a little bit at an angle. It can look pretty ridiculous. We have had a new grand baby this month. What a blessing these new little lives are. This gives us 21 grandchildren, twelve girls and nine boys. Our children are such a blessing and example to us. They work so hard and are raising wonderful families.
We did lose a beloved brother-in-law and uncle this summer. He was a kind man. He is the one who started everyone shaving their head for me. We all miss him.
I have seen the oncologist and the radiation oncologist in the last month. So far everything seems good. I go this week to see the surgeon so that I can have my port removed. It was great to have it for chemo and all the blood tests. It makes things a lot easier and less painful. My blood is all back to normal so that is a a blessing.
We enjoyed seeing Christine and Brigham's new home in Provo. We enjoyed helping them in the yard.
We are excited to go to Ventura in Oct. and see our newest grandchild.
We spent this last weekend at our good friends cabin in Hatch, Utah. Randy caught fish and I went on a great hike and saw some beautiful country.
I really like my life and things are good.
We did lose a beloved brother-in-law and uncle this summer. He was a kind man. He is the one who started everyone shaving their head for me. We all miss him.
I have seen the oncologist and the radiation oncologist in the last month. So far everything seems good. I go this week to see the surgeon so that I can have my port removed. It was great to have it for chemo and all the blood tests. It makes things a lot easier and less painful. My blood is all back to normal so that is a a blessing.
We enjoyed seeing Christine and Brigham's new home in Provo. We enjoyed helping them in the yard.
We are excited to go to Ventura in Oct. and see our newest grandchild.
We spent this last weekend at our good friends cabin in Hatch, Utah. Randy caught fish and I went on a great hike and saw some beautiful country.
I really like my life and things are good.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Monday, July 23, 2012
It is so wonderful to be done with the blanket. I have some more pictures to put on later I just need to get them from Jill. This blanket turned out great. It is beautiful! But what it represents is the most important thing. They said I needed something to focus on through all of this and so I chose to make this quilt. A very good friend and my sisters helped. This quilt represents love, friendship, strength, kindness, perseverance, faith, and knowledge that Heavenly Father loves us all and is there to support us all in everything we do if we but just ask for his hand.
Many people can take a little bit of ownership in this quilt. They would be a wonderful husband and family, great friends who did many things to help me. It would be impossible to list all the kindness, love and concern that I have been shown by so many. Thank you to everyone and I only hope that I can return your kindness, love and concern in whatever trials you may face. I love you all.
Many people can take a little bit of ownership in this quilt. They would be a wonderful husband and family, great friends who did many things to help me. It would be impossible to list all the kindness, love and concern that I have been shown by so many. Thank you to everyone and I only hope that I can return your kindness, love and concern in whatever trials you may face. I love you all.
Thursday, July 19, 2012
We have had an interesting week here. Here is the story. I went to my radiation appt. on Tues., and they told me the doctor wanted me to stay and talk to him. So he tells me that from the scan they took before I started radiation that they have discovered I have a growth on my kidney. He said it definitely was not a cyst. This particular report went to a radiologist to be read when it wasn't suppose to. When the radiologist report came back to the radiation place someone put it right into my chart instead of giving it to the doctor. He was not happy. However the radiologist discovered that I had had an ultrasound for something else about a year and a half ago and it showed up on that also. (That doctor never said anything about it to me then. ) My doctor said that it hadn't grown or changed in that year and a half but he wanted me to have an MRI. So I went yesterday for the MRI. This morning we went in and found out that it is benign. They could tell from the MRI that it had all the characteristics of a benign growth that he called something that I could never remember. So I thought after the MRI that I would at least have to have a biopsy and had visions of having my kidney out and more chemo. We had a couple of sleepless nights but all is well. We elected to not tell anyone until we knew something so that you all would not have to go through the stress that we just went through.
The good news is that I am OK and I just had my LAST DAY OF RADIATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WENT THROUGH THE RADIATION FINE and my skin was not burned or really ever that uncomfortable. So my life goes on. I know that I keep saying I am going to finish my quilt but this time I really am. It is on my quilting machine right now half way done. In one week we head to Ca. to visit family and friends. I am anxious to sit on the beach and listen to the waves.
The good news is that I am OK and I just had my LAST DAY OF RADIATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WENT THROUGH THE RADIATION FINE and my skin was not burned or really ever that uncomfortable. So my life goes on. I know that I keep saying I am going to finish my quilt but this time I really am. It is on my quilting machine right now half way done. In one week we head to Ca. to visit family and friends. I am anxious to sit on the beach and listen to the waves.
Monday, June 25, 2012
Teaching Mom to Shuffle
Okay mom ... Don't get mad at me for this because I love it and want to share it with the world! You are the best and you are always being a good sport! This video is of Sila Nani and Mese teaching Mom how to shuffle .....
You are truly amazing!
Love you! Glenna
Friday, June 22, 2012
Ten days are now complete for radiation. Eighteen more to to. I am feeling fine so far and I don't expect any side effects until the end of next week. I had a blood test this week and I saw the doctor . My blood is looking good, not perfect yet but showing improvement. The doctor discussed the pill I will start taking after radiation for 5 years. Some of the side effects are: hot flashes, mood swings, osteoporosis. That doesn't sound like much fun does it? Of course everyone is different and there are other forms of the pill you can try. For Randys sake I hope that mood swings is not one of the side effects I get. Next time I see the doctor is at the end of August.
I made and quilted a table topper today that I am really excited about. Then I started on quilting my cancer quilt and hope to be close to done by the end of next week. It has been a huge endeavor and I could not have done it without my good friend Jill. I will post a picture of the table topper today since I know how to do that from my phone because Glenna is a good teacher.
I made and quilted a table topper today that I am really excited about. Then I started on quilting my cancer quilt and hope to be close to done by the end of next week. It has been a huge endeavor and I could not have done it without my good friend Jill. I will post a picture of the table topper today since I know how to do that from my phone because Glenna is a good teacher.
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
These are two amazing photos of me getting ready for radiation. Now I realize I should have taken a picture of the chemo room and me having chemo. I have an appt. next week with the oncologist and I will be in the chemo room for a blood draw so I'll have to take a picture. I just wish I had thought of it before because then you could have seen Jill and I working away on our quilt squares.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
So while I am in the radiation machine I have found that counting slowly to 60 several times mixed with a few songs works great to pass the time. When I would go to workout and i wanted the time to go fast but I didn't want to actually look and see how much time I had left, I would just start counting to 60 slowly and so it was actually a minute and a half would pass with each counting and then it helped the time pass. So now you all have a handy little tip to use when you want time to pass quickly.
Monday, June 11, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
We just got back from a great week in Idaho. We spent the first night with mom and then first thing Monday morning we headed up to Island Park to stay with Buck and Donetta in their cabin. We had a great float and fishing trip. There is no place prettier then floating the river at Island Park. It was the perfect day and Buck did all the rowing so Randy could fish. Donetta and I just enjoyed the trip. The next day we moved to Richard"s cabin and had a great time there with family. We spent one day just traveling the roads in Yellowstone park that we never go on. It was amazingly beautiful. We saw a wolf, lots of buffalo with their calves, an elk with her baby and several waterfalls I hadn't seen before. It was a cold day so that made it a wonderful day to go. We did get snow and rain but that is typical for this time of year up there. It was a great time to visit and enjoy family. I forgot to mention that on our way to Idaho we stopped and stayed with Jenny and were there on Sunday when little Aumaia was blessed. On our way home yesterday we stopped to drop off a TV to Glenna and Ioua and enjoyed some time with them. When we got home last night all was well except for a big trail of ants in the basement.
While we were at the cabin Teresa asked me what I had learned from my experience so far with breast cancer. After a moment of thought I said that probably first and foremost would be that I learned how important the prayers of family and friends have been. It's hard to explain how you feels those prayers. You feel the support of those who love you. I also found out a lot of people like me. They would and do say such kind things to me. People here at church and at school have gone out of their way to be so kind and help me in many ways. I've learned even more how my Heavenly Father loves me and is there for me and will always be there for me. With his help I can get through anything. So I will continue to forge ahead with His help.
Tomorrow is my first day of radiation. If all goes well I will be done with that by July 18. So I am going to do exactly what they say to minimize any side effects with that and know that there are many who continue to pray for me and that will help me get through it.
I have several friends who have and have had breast cancer. Many are survivors and some are terminal. I would like to think that I will be a survivor but recognize that my life is in my Heavenly Fathers hands and that is OK.
While we were at the cabin Teresa asked me what I had learned from my experience so far with breast cancer. After a moment of thought I said that probably first and foremost would be that I learned how important the prayers of family and friends have been. It's hard to explain how you feels those prayers. You feel the support of those who love you. I also found out a lot of people like me. They would and do say such kind things to me. People here at church and at school have gone out of their way to be so kind and help me in many ways. I've learned even more how my Heavenly Father loves me and is there for me and will always be there for me. With his help I can get through anything. So I will continue to forge ahead with His help.
Tomorrow is my first day of radiation. If all goes well I will be done with that by July 18. So I am going to do exactly what they say to minimize any side effects with that and know that there are many who continue to pray for me and that will help me get through it.
I have several friends who have and have had breast cancer. Many are survivors and some are terminal. I would like to think that I will be a survivor but recognize that my life is in my Heavenly Fathers hands and that is OK.
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Yeah! My last chemo is done. I feel so relieved and happy about that. Today i go for my last shot. Last night I decided to just stay rather than attempt any sleep for a while because it doesn't happen. So i stayed up and worked on the blanket for the last grandchild born and almost got the whole thing done. I finally went to bed at 3:30 and was able to fall asleep right away. I will probably need a nap today but that is Ok. So this morning I slept in and then went tot the gym for 30 minutes. I need to start building up my exercise again. So the rest of today I am going to just finish up a few things and get ready for company. We have family coming for Oma's funeral to morrow in Richfield. So it will be a busy but wonderful weekend with family. Next week will be quiet and then the next week we are headed for a week in Idaho before I start radiation.
One thing I learned in my life is that it does not good to freak out over disasters or trials that come our way. You have to take some time to calm down and think through things and work things out in the best way possible. A calm mind can get you through a lot. So that is my advice to everyone today.
One thing I learned in my life is that it does not good to freak out over disasters or trials that come our way. You have to take some time to calm down and think through things and work things out in the best way possible. A calm mind can get you through a lot. So that is my advice to everyone today.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Tomorrow is my final chemo treatment. I have had a cold the last few days so there is a possibility that they may make me wait. This Friday is Randy's mom's funeral and some of the kids are coming and will be here for the weekend. I haven't mentioned much about my cancer quilt. I and others have been working on the squares and we are almost done. Our goal was 30 squares and I believe we have about 3 left to complete. When it is all complete then I will put a picture on the blog. Life is good and I am happy to be alive.
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Today is chemo #7. The first time on this drug my arms itched uncontrollably and I had a massive rash. The second time that didn't happen but the trunk of my body itched like crazy for a week, but no rash. So I wonder what will happen this time. I had a rough night partly because of all the steroids I have to take for today and partly because I have so much to do to get ready for today. I had some things come up the last couple of days that I wasn't planning on so that put me behind. I try and have the laundry and the house clean right before chemo so I don't have to worry about it for a few days. The car window was one of the things I wasn't planning on. I went to roll it up and it fell into the door, so I had to spend a while at Honda until they could look at it and then I had to wait for the shuttle to take me home. When I got home I realized I didn't have a key for the house because I left it on my key ring at Honda. I tried a credit card on the downstairs door but couldn't get it.( I tried this because I watched Ashley do it to that door one time and she got in.) So I decided to call a friend and go sit at her house but she didn't answer. I watered the plants in the back yard and was frustrated because I really needed to just get in the house and get my stuff done. Ultimately I decided to get the tall ladder and climb up on the balcony to get in. I'm glad no one was watching me. I was successful! My stomach did do a few flip-flops in the process. This all happened because we had to replace our door knobs because they were worn out. Normally we have a hide out key but hadn't set that up yet. So last night Randy took care of that. So now I am going to try and get more done before I leave this morning. Cleaning the kitchen just went to the bottom of my list because getting my applique stuff ready for today has to take priority, of course, because it's more fun.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
RYLA
A few days ago I remembered something that Mom did for me that I am very grateful for. Back in High School I wasn't the best at paying attention (probably now also). I was selected to go to RYLA which was a youth leadership conference in the mountains. We were told that we were to all meet at the Farmhouse at a certain time and a shuttle would load up all of the kids and take us up the mountain. Of course I wasn't paying attention and thought the pick up was an hour or so later than the actual pick up time. When we arrived at the Farmhouse and found out that the shuttle had left I was pretty upset. The conference was shortly after Callie Lyons died and it was something that I was looking forward to to get away. My Mom didn't want to let me down and she drove me all the way up the mountain and dropped me off at the conference. Thank you Mom for taking the time to drive your foolish son all the way up the mountain that day rather than telling me it was my fault for not paying attention. I love you Mom.
Friday, April 27, 2012
Relay for Life 2012
My mother-in-law is a hero.
When I married Shawn, I knew that
1. I had big shoes to fill.
2. I was one lucky girl to marry into such a wonderful family.
3. I had the best mother-in-law anyone could ask for.
4. I would probably never be as good of a cook! :)
I could keep going and going... because, seriously Dixie really is that wonderful. She is selfless, kind, patient, optimistic, encouraging, complimentary (she even tells me things like I am a good cook and have a beautiful voice & she always makes me feel like I look good and am doing a good job), and she is a survivor and a woman full of faith.
It amazes me that she is always thinking of others and concerned for what is going on around her (even at the Relay for Life she was commenting that she hoped there was something for Wyatt to eat & even when she doesn't feel well herself).
I often find myself thinking about how Dixie would have handled certain situations as a mother, and seek her wisdom, in hopes of raising my children to become as great as her are!
It was so touching to be able to walk with her during the survivor walk at Relay for Life. As they played the Disney Hercules song, "I Will Go the Distance," it all hits me (well again), of just how lucky I am and how much I love this lady.
Thank you, Dixie, for your light and example.
Your testimony and faith are such an inspiration for all of us.
Not only are you a survivor, but more importantly, you are true example of someone who really does "Go the distance." We love you. -Darcy
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Wow have I been busy. We got through Glenna and Ioua's wedding and it all turned out great. Many people helped with it all and that is what made everything so wonderful. Chemo was yesterday. This new drug requires a lot of steroids to start so needless to say I didn't get to sleep last night until about 3:00 a.m. Today I go for the shot that gives you a few aches and pains but it helps with other things so that is OK. I did have a little reaction last time to the new drug. I broke out in a rash up and down my arms so I took a lot of benedryl and used a lot of cortisone cream. This all happened right before the wedding. So the doctor thinks it was the new drug and I wonder if it wasn't a little bit of wedding also so we will see if it happens agin this time. But if that is all that happens then I certainly can't complain. I'm looking forward to the newlyweds coming today and the Open House on Sat. I am a very blessed person and I thank my heavenly Father everyday for all of my blessings which include all of you!
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Yesterday was a bit of a struggle. I ended up throwing up in the afternoon and had to lay down for a while. Then I seemed much better. This new chemo drug causes neuropathy. So my feet and legs feel like I've been at Disneyland until midnight. So we will see how that goes. I want to get up and go and my feet and legs are objecting to that. I'm working hard on my cancer quilt and making lists for wedding preparations. We leave for Ca. Wed. morning. We are very excited about this wedding. We love Ioua and Glenna and know that they will have a wonderful life together. So many people are doing so much to help with this wedding and it is much appreciated.
Friday, April 13, 2012
News
Callie seemed quite devastated by the news, but we are otherwise very excited :)
Love you Mom/Grandma!!
Love you Mom/Grandma!!
Pride (the good kind) :)
So Mom, this morning I took the kids to run at the track before school. It was a nice sunny morning, 55 degrees, so we took advantage. I sat down on a bench to nurse Jane and I noticed a husband and wife, probably in their mid-sixties, walking the track together. I noticed she was walking pretty slowly, but steadily. Then I noticed her wig when she came closer. She was obviously struggling but pushing through and they made it around the track 3 or 4 times. I wondered if she had just had a treatment, and I felt really proud of her, and proud of you.
So that got me thinking of all the things I'm proud of you for. There are so many. Probably because I was hungry, the one I kept thinking about was that I've always been proud of you for being such a great cook. I was proud when people bid up to $50 a dozen for your cinnamon rolls at the scout auction. Every time someone came to dinner I was proud of the delicious food you served. So much so that when they complimented you I felt like they were complimenting me, too. :)
I remember one time you were in charge of the dinner for homemaking. It was probably the March meeting so you wanted it to be special. You decided to make french crepes. Usually you went for recipes that were more practical, plentiful and delicious (as a true mother of 6 hungry children plus extras). I was pretty thrilled not only that you were going to do something so fancy, but that you asked me, Jenny, Melina and Tiare to help you. I felt like you trusted me to be able to do nice fancy things. We worked long and hard trying to make those crepes, this was before crepes were really ever eaten in the U.S. and they were pretty new for everyone. The dinner ones had a savory lemon cheese filling with a lemon sauce.
After the dinner I remember you were wondering out loud to yourself if it had been the best choice of entrees and whether or not people liked it or had had enough to eat. At the same time one of the elderly sisters in the ward came into the kitchen. I can't remember who it was, but she was one of the ladies I admired for her careful appearance and painted nails and perfectly curled white fluffy hair. Some of the elderly ladies in the ward back then seemed so elegant to me! Anyway, she came in and sincerely complimented you on the delicious dinner, saying that it was light and delicate and delicious and just perfect for the occasion. I remember I was SOOOO proud of you at that moment. To me, you were the best cook in the world.
Anyway, just one fun memory from the thousands I have of being proud of you. I love you, Mom!
So that got me thinking of all the things I'm proud of you for. There are so many. Probably because I was hungry, the one I kept thinking about was that I've always been proud of you for being such a great cook. I was proud when people bid up to $50 a dozen for your cinnamon rolls at the scout auction. Every time someone came to dinner I was proud of the delicious food you served. So much so that when they complimented you I felt like they were complimenting me, too. :)
I remember one time you were in charge of the dinner for homemaking. It was probably the March meeting so you wanted it to be special. You decided to make french crepes. Usually you went for recipes that were more practical, plentiful and delicious (as a true mother of 6 hungry children plus extras). I was pretty thrilled not only that you were going to do something so fancy, but that you asked me, Jenny, Melina and Tiare to help you. I felt like you trusted me to be able to do nice fancy things. We worked long and hard trying to make those crepes, this was before crepes were really ever eaten in the U.S. and they were pretty new for everyone. The dinner ones had a savory lemon cheese filling with a lemon sauce.
After the dinner I remember you were wondering out loud to yourself if it had been the best choice of entrees and whether or not people liked it or had had enough to eat. At the same time one of the elderly sisters in the ward came into the kitchen. I can't remember who it was, but she was one of the ladies I admired for her careful appearance and painted nails and perfectly curled white fluffy hair. Some of the elderly ladies in the ward back then seemed so elegant to me! Anyway, she came in and sincerely complimented you on the delicious dinner, saying that it was light and delicate and delicious and just perfect for the occasion. I remember I was SOOOO proud of you at that moment. To me, you were the best cook in the world.
Anyway, just one fun memory from the thousands I have of being proud of you. I love you, Mom!
Thursday, April 12, 2012
I had a great night last night. I went to bed at 10 and woke up at 6. I feel good today. This is usually a good day. I have a "Pampering the Pink" luncheon that I am going to today. Then I go get my shot that I get after every Chemo treatment. I hope to spend some time today with Jenny and the kids. Yesterday they went to Zion and got rained out. The shuttles were running so the kids at least got to do that as the rain fell. They were able to see some deer and wild turkeys and then last night they had another family dinner with the other city employees from Eagle Mt.
The wedding is coming so fast. It's time to make more lists and check them carefully so we don't forget anything. I love you all and thanks so much for your prayers, your cards, and all your kind words to me.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
So I found out that those 10 pills I had to take last night and this morning were steroids which explains why I woke up at three in the morning with a racing mind that would not shut down. My blood count was down a little today but still not considered too low. So far I'm doing Ok and feeling pretty good. I have high hopes for a good night sleep to night. So now I'm 5 Chemo's down. YEAH!!!!
Today is the day for treatment number five. I had five little pills I had to take last night and five more of the same this morning. The reason I am taking them is because I start a new drug today. Apparently some people can have an allergic reaction to this one and that is what the pills are for. They have a really nasty taste to them. This drug also goes in slower so it will take about 4 hours. So if you add the blood test and doctor visit to that I am looking at about 5 hours today. I have some new DVD's to watch over the next few days that are going to help me get through it. A very kind friend sent me some Doris Day movies and Cinderella with Julie Andrews in it. So my plan is to watch those and work on my cancer quilt. It appear it is also going to be pretty cloudy the next few days so I should be able to do some walking. One of the side effects of all of this has been that my eyes are avery sensitive to sunlight for a few days. I got about five hours of sleep last night because I know I was worried about today. Interestingly enough that wasn't what I thought about as I lay awake. My mind just would not shut down. I did get up and read my Sunday School lesson for this week. So one thing was accomplished. I tried all the relaxation techniques they have shown us but the world just kept creeping back in.
The las t couple of days I have felt really good and I have been trying to tie up loose for Glenna's wedding. I still have more of that to do. Mostly trying to make a list of what I'm forgetting is what is left. The Pili family is here this week having fun because Ifo has two conference here in St. George. Yesterday I went and did some sightseeing with them and then I met them at their hotel to swim. Grandkids are a lot of fun. I got to see all their tricks in the pool.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Inspiring
Mom you are so inspiring, with all you have to deal with in your life you always find time to see things as Christ would. I always hear you in my head when my life gets tough telling me it's all right and then telling me to get up and get to work. I am so inspired by you and your life. That you could be dealing with so much and still be trying everyday to accomplish something and be strong is so amazing. I always think to myself if my mom can do it, I can do it ... which then gives me no breathing room because you can do anything! haha It is so good for me to have such an inspiration as a mother. I can't think of a time when you haven't done your best to always do what Heavenly Father would do.
I remember when you were relief society president in the Banning ward. You taught me so many things. Like never judging anyone because of their circumstances ... like when you took me with you all of those times to the bishops store house to get food for people who couldn't afford it. I was so ashamed to even be in the building and I wasn't polite to the woman who was there donating her time to help us and others. After word you talked to me about how wrong that was. That Christ would never treat anyone like that and that he would never be ashamed to serve others.
I also have another memory of you as a relief society president that touched my heart so dearly. One of the times Sister Reynolds was so sick and in the hospital you took me with you and you visited her and did everything you could to show your love. You then started moving her legs and arms for her to get the blood circulating and massaged her legs. Seeing your example of Christ like love for her has never left my mind. You are always there being the Lord's hands on this earth. When we moved to St George we went to visit her in her nursing home and she just cried. I always thought It was because she knew she was going to die soon and probably wouldn't see you again. I think that was so hard for her because she knew you truly loved her and she truly loved you, just like we all do.
So when you have bad days just know that you have touched all of our lives and there is not a second that goes by on any day when you are not in our thoughts and we are always praying for you.
Love you with my whole heart, Glenna
Monday, April 2, 2012
I decided that today is the the day I am going to feel better. I've had enough of the bad days now. So I got up this morning and went to the gym. I did 30 min. on the elliptical,it was a little bit of a struggle but not too bad. I came home and ate a nutricious breakfast and then went in the front yard to weed. It felt so good and I weeded for about an hour. After that I got ready to go to the hospital for a group meeting with other cancer patients that has been really nice to go to and talk with others. Today we made a collage and I was all over that. We do things like that at school with the kids but when do we have time to do it ourselves. So I spent an hour cutting and pasting. After we cut out all our pictures and words we wanted to use she asked us if we wanted to put them all in a box together and shuffle them around and then we could all go to the box and choose what we wanted to use for our collage. Some were willing to and some were not. At first I was willing to but then later I went back and got mine because I had spent a long time choosing them. When we were done she talked about how we make plans on how our life will go and what we will do and then "stuff" happens and all our plans don't work anymore or do not apply to us anymore. So it was a great meeting as far as I am concerned because just like today I am trying to feel better and it just isn't working. I did too much too start with and now I am so tired and I don't feel good. It makes me mad because I had plans to feel better today. Actually I do feel a little better today than yesterday so I shouldn't be complaining. What we all need to remember here is that each day is a gift and we need to do our best each day even though things are happening in our lives that we don't like. We need to adapt and just do the best we can that day. So for the rest of this day I am going to do the best I can to be grateful for all that I have right now because I am truly a very blessed person.
Family is a wonderful thing. I am so blessed. How could I make it through this without all of their support? Jenny was here with Ifo and Hoku this last weekend. She brings such a calmness with her that helps me know I can do this. It's such a sacrifice for her to come and be with me. I learn a lot from my kids each time I around them. I got to spend time visiting with Donetta also this weekend. She was working on a quilt on my quilting machine. It was so much fun to just have that time to catch up on each others lives. Christine (Campbell) is also here now and she is always such an inspiration to me. Ashley, Randy James, and Callie are here now because she was having a weekend with her sister and Mom here in St. George. Now I get them for a couple of days. My grandchildren are a lot of fun and I am so blessed to have each one of them. I feel a little panic at times trying to get ready for Glenna's wedding but then everyone comes and helps and calms me right down.
I got up at three o'clock because I couldn't sleep again. These nights certainly give me lots of time to think. I'm so grateful for conference this weekend. I fell asleep through too much of it but what I did hear was so wonderful. I lead a very blessed life to know that my Savior loves me and that he is there for me through all of this. I don't know how I could possibly cope with out knowing that.
Randy continues to be the kind and helpful husband that he is. Always trying to figure out how he can help me.
I receive so many cards each week in the mail and that really lift me up on bad days.
Friends pop by with meals and good wishes.
Thank you to all!!!
Friday, March 30, 2012
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Puff and Fluff
Mom, you are funny. One of the funniest things you've ever done was the Puff and Stuff trick. I will retell it here to jog your memory and for the enjoyment of your friends and family:
We all went with the boys for them to try on tuxedos for Randy and Ashley's wedding. We had to drive out somewhere, I think it was San Bernandino, and we thought we'd make a fun day of it and go out to lunch.
Everyone was looking forward to going out to eat and Mason and Shawn and Randy and Pops had already talked about where they wanted to go. Seafood Buffet? Steak and ribs? Hard choices.
We were standing around together wrapping up the tuxedo details when Mom pipes in sweetly- "There's this new place around here close that I've been REALLY wanting to go to. It's called....let's see, it's something like Puff and Fluff? Fluffy Puffs? Puff and Stuff? Something like that."
The boys looked at her like she was crazy. She went on, "Its all decorated in pink and they bring you your meal in parts on little plates with doilies and they have all sorts of little pretty puffy things." She went on and on. The boys said NO WAY but she gently pressed about how much she had her hopes up that they would go to this place.
Mason and Shawn's facial expressions were priceless. Totally disgusted. Mason said, after 2 or 3 minutes, "Okay Mom, if that's where you want to go." Shawn agreed, but they looked totally depressed. It's Mom after all, and her boys would do anything for her, even eat puffy pink things instead of king crab legs.
Then mom burst out laughing. Glenna and I were busting up too because somewhere along the line she had secretly winked at us. The boys figured out that it was a big joke and Mom admitted there was no Puff and Stuff. We went to South Seas and everyone lived happily ever after.
You are crazy, Mom. I love you.
We all went with the boys for them to try on tuxedos for Randy and Ashley's wedding. We had to drive out somewhere, I think it was San Bernandino, and we thought we'd make a fun day of it and go out to lunch.
Everyone was looking forward to going out to eat and Mason and Shawn and Randy and Pops had already talked about where they wanted to go. Seafood Buffet? Steak and ribs? Hard choices.
We were standing around together wrapping up the tuxedo details when Mom pipes in sweetly- "There's this new place around here close that I've been REALLY wanting to go to. It's called....let's see, it's something like Puff and Fluff? Fluffy Puffs? Puff and Stuff? Something like that."
The boys looked at her like she was crazy. She went on, "Its all decorated in pink and they bring you your meal in parts on little plates with doilies and they have all sorts of little pretty puffy things." She went on and on. The boys said NO WAY but she gently pressed about how much she had her hopes up that they would go to this place.
Mason and Shawn's facial expressions were priceless. Totally disgusted. Mason said, after 2 or 3 minutes, "Okay Mom, if that's where you want to go." Shawn agreed, but they looked totally depressed. It's Mom after all, and her boys would do anything for her, even eat puffy pink things instead of king crab legs.
Then mom burst out laughing. Glenna and I were busting up too because somewhere along the line she had secretly winked at us. The boys figured out that it was a big joke and Mom admitted there was no Puff and Stuff. We went to South Seas and everyone lived happily ever after.
You are crazy, Mom. I love you.
I am half way as of yesterday. I had my fourth treatment. I had a very emotional few days. It didn't take much to make me cry. Yesterday morning I went out to fill a prescription and I "met" a woman with some incredible road rage. At first I was in awe that someone could behave that way and then of course the tears came. She pulled in front of me twice and stopped in the middle of the road. Drove along side me flipping me off. She Actually was flipping me off the entire time. It was amazing!
I have two great friends that went with me to chemo and another ward member was there with her husband for chemo therapy and of course there are all the great nurses and other people that you meet there that are having chemo. We work on my "cancer quilt" and talk and really have a pretty good time. Last night I went to bed at 10 and didn't wake up till 6:30 so that was wonderful. I hate when I wake up in the middle of the night and have to get up for awhile. I have lots of family in town this weekend for various things so it will be fun to see them when they are available. Thank you so much to everyone for your support because it definitely helps me get through all of this. I love you all!
Friday, March 23, 2012
Today is a beautiful day in St. George. Yesterday I finally felt good all day. We have decided that since I am feeling good we are going to have a weekend getaway to Provo and Salt Lake. I am pretty excited because we haven't been anywhere for a while. Chemo is this week and I am dreading it. Each time I feel worse longer. However there is reason to celebrate because the Chemo this week is the halfway point for me. Yeah!
Monday, March 19, 2012
Best!!!!!
Well I just partied in St Geezy this weekend and it was a blast! It is always so special to see mom and dad, but Christine and Jenny were there too! Adrianne threw me an amazing shower! We were amazed at how awesome everything was. Things we would never even think to do. Christine even made red velvet cupcakes! Woo woo! It was amazing and awesome and I can't wait till the next party! Thanks mom for letting us always drive you nuts!
Sunday, March 18, 2012
The last couple of days have been great because Jenny, Christine and Glenna have been here. We have had lots of time to enjoy each others company and we were all at the wedding shower for Glenna. Adriann did such a perfect job. She put a lot of work into the shower and it was wonderful.
On the flip side, the last few days have been miserable too. I definitely felt worse this time after chemo. It has been a struggle. I would like to have felt better while the girls were all here. To day was not as bad so tomorrow will be better. I have wonderful children.
We are all very excited for this wedding. It's fun to watch all the preparations and feel the excitement that happens when two people are in love.
Casual Sunday
We are enjoying having Christine here for the weekend. Info and hoku are enjoying visiting with Christine.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Puke
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Well, I made it. I came home and worked on the kitchen because ward members were bringing dinner so I wanted things clean. That was probably a mistake because I didn't feel too good so I finally laid down and slept for a while. Dinner was delicious and so nice to have. The weather here was so nice yesterday so after dinner I went out on the patio and read a murder mystery. I slept until 2:30 and then I got up and made cupcakes for a Relief Society lunch today. I went back to bed about 4:30 and slept until 8:00. I'm feeling pretty good this morning so I am going to make a list and work on it. Jenny and Glenna will be here tonight so that is pretty exciting. (Sorry you won't be here here too Ioua.)
This is really the time to enjoy the weather in St. George because its in the low 70's. We are working on our yard in hopes of it looking good for Glenna and Ioua's reception on the 28th of April. So I may go out and find some weeds to pull today. I should continue to feel pretty good today and then the nest two to three days I will probably feel a little yucky. I love you all!
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Tomorrow is chemo #3. I've been dreading it all week. I have felt so good the last few days that I hate to go back and feel bad again. I have been preparing all day. I worked on some "Fancy Nancy"quilt tops for new grand babies. It actually was a lot of fun. I went grocery shopping. I made a list of to do's and tried to get some of them done. So tomorrow morning I will work on a few more of those.
Monday night we went out for a last fling and saw "The Dutton Family" from Branson, Missouri in concert. We really enjoyed that. The weather here has turned hot and I need a new swimming suit. Maybe I can fit that in tomorrow also. I like to swim. I love hearing from anybody and everybody. It really does lift my spirits.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
I like to go for long walks on Sunday mornings. This time of year is so beautiful, and here in St. George all the trees are in bloom and there are daffodils everywhere. This walk always gives me a lot of time to think about my life. Each time I go I shed a few tears thinking about how blessed I am. I have the most wonderful supportive husband and family. They go out of their way to take every opportunity to help me in any way they can think of. I have friends who bring food, send cards, call and pray for me. Every day someone helps me in some way. Yesterday I was visiting with a couple of friends and we were talking about how well I am doing. One mentioned the tender mercies of the Lord and I thought a tender mercy is like a miracle. My Heavenly Father has blessed me with so much strength to overcome things. He is always at my elbow helping me.
I feel him with me all day every day. I lead a blessed life and I am so grateful for the knowledge that I have that we have a Heavenly Father who loves us and that Jesus Christ is our Savior and he loves us. This is where my strength comes from.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Sunny!!!
I was being a brat yesterday when I got so frustrated, but I am not good at figuring things out. It got me to thinking about all the times you have helped me.
Whether it was bringing my lunch to school in St George during my chemistry class. This kid was like "aww your mommy brought you your lunch?" and I was like yeah my mom loves me ... where is your lunch? haha I didn't even know the kid because I was new and it was probably mean of me to say, but I did it any way because it was true!
You always help me with everything and I am so grateful for that!
Okay so now my favorite summer memory. Going to the beach with you ...
I have a few different memories that I couldn't choose from, but I love this one. I got to photograph you with baby randy in the water, walk around the shops, and jump around in the sand trying to get pictures haha. I just liked hanging out with you. Every moment I get with you is so precious ... remember how bummed I was because it was cloudy and I was gonna get a tan ... uh. hahaha Me tan? Any way, love you so much mom and I am so thankful for all of the summer adventures we have had, summer is my favorite time of year, I think because you were off work so I was able to hang out with you the most!
Love you with my whole heart!
Friday, March 9, 2012
Just Clowning
For Halloween my eighth grade year I dressed up as clown. I am not sure whose idea it was (probably Mom's). I used Mom and Dad's clown costumes (which are the real deal). I can remember pulling up to the school and not seeing a single kid dressed up for Halloween and I freaked. I thought that either my Mom had mistaken and it wasn't the right day to dress up (Brady did that the same year and came dressed as a woman) or she was playing a trick on me. After some talking and coercing mom convinced me to get out of the car and go to class. I was freaked out. Eventually I saw some other kids that were dressed up and I didn't feel so much like the village idiot. Well to make a long story short, just about everyone loved the costume and I won the school's costume contest. Thank you Mom for teaching me to have courage. I think that day helped me to be such a stellar student at the high school graduation ceremony (that embarrassed the stuff out of Dad as he gave me my diploma).
Dear Grandma,
I hope you feel better grandma, I love you. I like it that we're moving to Utah because we can play at your house a lot. /last night I went to the lights but we couldn't find them so we had a fun time watching the waves. We went went with daddy and it was late and we saw the waves on the beach at Maine. They are called Northern lights but they were too tricky because the clouds were blocking.
I'm wearing my scarf that's fancy and I like my scarf because it's so pink. Daddy painted my finger nails today, he painted them pink. I convinced him to do it because mommy was gone at Elijah's school.
You are cute, and I love you.
Lucy
I hope you feel better grandma, I love you. I like it that we're moving to Utah because we can play at your house a lot. /last night I went to the lights but we couldn't find them so we had a fun time watching the waves. We went went with daddy and it was late and we saw the waves on the beach at Maine. They are called Northern lights but they were too tricky because the clouds were blocking.
I'm wearing my scarf that's fancy and I like my scarf because it's so pink. Daddy painted my finger nails today, he painted them pink. I convinced him to do it because mommy was gone at Elijah's school.
You are cute, and I love you.
Lucy
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
The last two days were a little discouraging because I felt nauseated all day. So I ate something every couple of hours and the food was all good and it helped. I am going to make sure my water intake is way up today and see if that helps because I have slacked off on that the last couple of days. I am real excited when Randy gets home from work every day. He gets to listen to my complaints. We are shown so many kindnesses each day and that also really helps the day go by. I have completed with help, five squares on my cancer quilt. I feel kind of driven on it because if I get two squares done a week then I could have all 32 done by the end of Chemo. Today I started practicing the piano. I figure if I am home I might as well choose a few simple songs and work on them until I can play them. I have a simplified hymn book and I am starting with The Spirit of God. So today I practiced the first line right hand. I did pretty well but it will be a few days practicing that before I attempt to add the left hand on the first line.
All things considered I am doing quite well and shouldn't complain but I sure hate feeling like this all the time.
Monday, March 5, 2012
Sila's Baptism and Snow
Here we are the day after Sila's baptism. Sila also bore her testimony for the first time in sacrament meeting. Thank you Grandma & Grandpa for your constant love & support! We love you tons.
The bottom picture is of Mese & Sila playing in the snow-yes, it snowed here for 1 night! Fun times:)
The bottom picture is of Mese & Sila playing in the snow-yes, it snowed here for 1 night! Fun times:)
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Well mom and I are twins now. See Glenna's snapshot. I make this look good, but Dixie is a beauty.
Thus far mom has done quite well. She always has light flu-type feelings. The doctor said her blood was great. I believe it's due to her adherence to the word of wisdom all her life. She is very obedient to doctors council and has a wonderful network of friends. Thank you grandma Gardner for your care and influence and perfect example.
So much love and support has buoyed us up so well. We love you all.
DAD :0)
Thus far mom has done quite well. She always has light flu-type feelings. The doctor said her blood was great. I believe it's due to her adherence to the word of wisdom all her life. She is very obedient to doctors council and has a wonderful network of friends. Thank you grandma Gardner for your care and influence and perfect example.
So much love and support has buoyed us up so well. We love you all.
DAD :0)
SKYPE!
Me and Ioua skyped with mom and dad and it was soooo wonderful! It is so fun to see them, and mom was looking sooo beautiful!


Mom wanted a picture of their bald heads together, so here it is!

We talked about wedding stuff and dad made faces in to the screen and thought he was the funniest thing that ever happened ... which he was haha. Love them sooo much!
I love that picture of Randy asleep with his blanket.
Mom left this morning. I know she was really excited to get home and get caught up on everything. She said she was awake at 4 am waiting for the time to go. She got on the shuttle at 7:30 am and will arrive in Draper at 12:30 where LaRae and Kurt will take her home. It was a blessing to have her here. She was constantly finding new things to clean. We spent a little time watching Downton Abbey and Wind at my Back. We even got outside and blew some leaves and pulled some weeds. She was a real trooper. There is nothing like a mom in times of need.
I had a few visitors from school yesterday and that was great. I got to catch up on what is happening there. I miss school and the kids. I feel very fortunate to have someone who took over my classroom and is doing such a great job. Thanks so much Lisa!
Being bald is pretty interesting. You can get ready really fast in the morning. I don't even have mousse or hairspray sitting on the counter anymore. I can wear a wig or a hat and if I feel like it I can wear nothing. So far I am not brave enough to wear nothing except here at home. Soon someone is going to come to my house and I will forget to put something on before I answer the door and they will get a big surprise.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Sewing
It is amazing to think of all of the things that Mom has sewn for us through out the years. Just to name a few: blankets, pillow cases, prom dresses, speedos (shawn especially loved those) and the list goes on. The item of most significance for me as a child was my Ronald McDonald blanket. That was my favorite blanket and I used it every night. Eventually it became so ragged that it had to retire and I still have it stored away ( I guess that is the hoarder inside me). Mom has continued on with this tradition and makes blankets for all of the grandchildren. Randy James's blanket just happens to have the "Little Engine That Could" which was my favorite story as a kid. He absolutely loves that blanket. He asks for it at night and if he takes a nap, "I need my train blanket, letters up." Thank you Mom for all of your sewing projects and blessing that it has been and continues to be for all of us.
Friday, March 2, 2012
Dixie's head shaving
Dixie is such a trooper. She had an emotional day knowing that it was time to shave her head. But, by the time I got there she had control over her emotions, and she handled it like a real pro. We all agree she looks really good bald with her earrings and glasses! After I got done she commented it was a little bit breezy. What a strong woman! She is so positive- it amazes us!
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Why Wonder Woman?
Mom, I wanted to post something today that would be cute and fun from the kids to brighten your day. Of course, Linc then woke up having an asthma attack that was pretty bad and we just got home from the doctor where they confirmed that he has pneumonia. So instead of singing you a love song he's asleep with lots of drugs. :)
But you know, my kids' asthma attacks always make me think of you and feel thankful for you. Its true. If you had a costume for the super hero role you've played for me, it would have a picture of an inhaler on the chest! So this won't be as happy or cheerful a message as I planned, but its a deeply grateful message that I want you to know. It's the real reason why I sent you those wonder woman pajamas.
You have always been wonder woman to me because you have so many talents and you can take on so much. But since I've had kids, you've been wonder woman in a new way.
1) You are the super hero that (literally) flies in to the rescue when I need help:
When I am struggling after having a baby (Well, the first time you flew in before the baby, when I was distraught with not having had the baby and was 3 weeks overdue!). Each time you've come and been more help to me than you can possibly realize. Only a supermom flies to Boston in the winter to care for cabin feverish children in a 600 sq foot apartment with no couch. :)
Another time you flew in (with barely a moment's notice to change out of your elementary school teacher disguise) when I was alone and crying over the phone for help. When the boys were sick and Lucy was in the hospital and I was sick and scared and totally overwhelmed. You came to my rescue when I felt like I was being crushed under a building, you were there as quickly as possible to lift it up so I could scramble out. That's not just a super hero analogy, that's really how I felt.
2)You are a super hero who saves lives:
Mom, I have never really said much about it but you have saved 2 of my kids' lives. You were the one who realized Elijah was in anaphylaxis from the cantaloupe that time in your kitchen. He was in bad shape and we had no idea how dangerous the situation was. You flew into action and thanks to you and also the miracle of priesthood blessings, we were spared a tragic outcome.
You were also the one who realized how bad off Lucy was on that terrible day 2 years ago with her biggest asthma attack. If you hadn't insisted that something was really wrong, and if I had acted even 5 minutes later, we would have lost her. I can't even think about what would have happened if not for you.
These are only a couple of the examples of how you have come to the rescue for me. I know each of your kids could make a long list. Pops too, I'm sure. That's why it was so hard to hear that you were sick. It was just such a shock because you are the strong, invincible one who takes care of everyone and keeps everything together. It was the first time in my life I thought of you as vulnerable. Vulnerable is just not a word that describes my strong, capable mother! But it is what it is. I've realized over the past 2 months that a blessing to come out of all this might be the chance for all of us to trade places with you. For each of us to drive and fly "to the rescue" for you so that you'll know how much we love you. Because each time you've been there for me, I've felt how much you love me.
The only difference is, you're still the main super hero, we're the sidekicks who come in to find and destroy the kryptonite so that at the end of the show you'll be soaring across the sky again, with your cape heroically blowing in the wind! :)
But you know, my kids' asthma attacks always make me think of you and feel thankful for you. Its true. If you had a costume for the super hero role you've played for me, it would have a picture of an inhaler on the chest! So this won't be as happy or cheerful a message as I planned, but its a deeply grateful message that I want you to know. It's the real reason why I sent you those wonder woman pajamas.
You have always been wonder woman to me because you have so many talents and you can take on so much. But since I've had kids, you've been wonder woman in a new way.
1) You are the super hero that (literally) flies in to the rescue when I need help:
When I am struggling after having a baby (Well, the first time you flew in before the baby, when I was distraught with not having had the baby and was 3 weeks overdue!). Each time you've come and been more help to me than you can possibly realize. Only a supermom flies to Boston in the winter to care for cabin feverish children in a 600 sq foot apartment with no couch. :)
Another time you flew in (with barely a moment's notice to change out of your elementary school teacher disguise) when I was alone and crying over the phone for help. When the boys were sick and Lucy was in the hospital and I was sick and scared and totally overwhelmed. You came to my rescue when I felt like I was being crushed under a building, you were there as quickly as possible to lift it up so I could scramble out. That's not just a super hero analogy, that's really how I felt.
2)You are a super hero who saves lives:
Mom, I have never really said much about it but you have saved 2 of my kids' lives. You were the one who realized Elijah was in anaphylaxis from the cantaloupe that time in your kitchen. He was in bad shape and we had no idea how dangerous the situation was. You flew into action and thanks to you and also the miracle of priesthood blessings, we were spared a tragic outcome.
You were also the one who realized how bad off Lucy was on that terrible day 2 years ago with her biggest asthma attack. If you hadn't insisted that something was really wrong, and if I had acted even 5 minutes later, we would have lost her. I can't even think about what would have happened if not for you.
These are only a couple of the examples of how you have come to the rescue for me. I know each of your kids could make a long list. Pops too, I'm sure. That's why it was so hard to hear that you were sick. It was just such a shock because you are the strong, invincible one who takes care of everyone and keeps everything together. It was the first time in my life I thought of you as vulnerable. Vulnerable is just not a word that describes my strong, capable mother! But it is what it is. I've realized over the past 2 months that a blessing to come out of all this might be the chance for all of us to trade places with you. For each of us to drive and fly "to the rescue" for you so that you'll know how much we love you. Because each time you've been there for me, I've felt how much you love me.
The only difference is, you're still the main super hero, we're the sidekicks who come in to find and destroy the kryptonite so that at the end of the show you'll be soaring across the sky again, with your cape heroically blowing in the wind! :)
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Well my chemo is done for today. All my blood work came back great. The doctor said that I should expect to feel about the same as last time so I am optimistic that I will do fine. Tomorrow I start taking my anti nausea pills, eat every two hours, and drink tons of water. I have been so blessed so far in this entire experience. My Heavenly Father is looking out for me. I have so much support from my family and my friends. Thank you all so much. I had a little more hair come out today so within a few days I will be shaving my head, then I can post a glamour shot of Randy and I bald.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Monday, February 27, 2012
Well here it is Monday already. Saturday I felt like the energizer bunny. I had a ton of energy that I did not know what to do with. Since then I have felt similar. I still feel a little strange but not too bad. I'm just trying to get ready for chemo on Wed. afternoon. So I am making sure things like laundry are done. Today Mom and I tied a baby blanket and then went to Snow Canyon State Park. We enjoyed the scenery and took a very short hike to see some pioneer names carved to the face of the rock there. After that we went to a second hand store to look around. Lunch was a delicious sandwich from Jimmy Johns and then we came home so Mom could take a nap. I've been working on the binding of the baby blanket and now we are going to go visit family. I think for Family Home Evening we are going out to eat.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Love you mom!
I wanted to leave a video, but since my roommate never leaves her room and I feel a little awkward because she listens to my phone conversations and comments on them, I will just write what I want to say.

Do you remember that one time we were playing Phase 10 and you and I were cheating like it was part of the game haha. I was so amazed that you were actually cheating with me that I couldn't stop laughing and then Dad was like, "Why are you laughing!?" I didn't want us to get caught so I was like uh .... I farted and mom heard me ... that was the bomb! Oh wait that was last week! haha
One of my favorite memories I have with you is kind of weird I think, but it involves the big blue van. Me and you went on all kinds of adventures in that van. When it was summer time I would sit back and put my feet on the dash and rub my toes on the windshield ... why did you let me do that? haha We would stop at that random fruit stand on the free way. We would go shopping, you drove me to a million soccer practices and games. It was fun and I could just talk and talk and you would sit and listen. I remember one time I must have driven you so nuts! I saw a sign for Downy and Riverside and I kept singing, "Downy ... is next to RIiiIiiiiIiiverside!" I think I sang that one line for a good 20 minutes probably at the top of my lungs and you didn't every yell at me. You were probably just really good at tuning me out, but it was great because I felt like I could always just talk and talk about what I needed to. You not only didn't care about what I talked about, but you loved me no matter how annoying I was. Many times after school you would drive me home in the big blue and I would talk a mile a minute the whole way home. It was perfect and just what I needed.
I baby sat Jenny's kids last night and I painted their nails pink in honor of you! Here is a pic!

They were really excited and wanted to make sure I labeled them from left to right Lilia, Lelei, Ave. They love you so much!
Thanks for always being on my side and always being willing to listen! You were the best cheer leader, best friend, and most importantly mom that anyone could have ever had! Love you with my whole heart!
Glenna
Friday, February 24, 2012
That Comforting Sound
Many a time I have been in a crowd of people, at the church, swap meet, grocery store, etc. looking for my Mom. But if I could hear that sound, that familiar comforting sound, I knew that my Mom was nearby. I know that if I could make that sound now each of my brothers and sisters would know exactly what it is that I am talking about. The sound that I am referring to, is the sound of an over-sized Indian penny key-chain. As long as I can remember my Mom has had that penny on her key chain. Whenever we heard that key-chain we would head for Mom (unless we were in trouble). To some that might sound foolish (being that it is just a penny) but for me it is the sound of comfort. It is the sound of my Mom nearby. When I hear that unique sound, I know that my Mom is close and it is comforting. I love you Mom.
(Randy Mart)
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Unlimited Fun
I've been thinking about memories from when we were little, mostly because Lucy hounds me constantly to tell her stories of when I was little like her.
The best word to describe our childhood was FUN. Our mom is so fun and she was the life of our party as kids. If we went to Disneyland she insisted that we get there at opening and wait on Main street and then stay "until the last dog died" and I can still remember how excited she was as we waited on Main street and how she'd push us all day long to try everything and how she'd laugh and smile at everything we did all day.
But the memory that is sticking out most in my mind this morning is from when I was about 6 or 7 years old. It was one of those super hot July or August days in Banning and we relied on the swamp cooler mostly to cool us off. I don't remember why we had been out for a walk but I do remember that she and I, and maybe Randy too, were walking back up 41st street in the heat. Everyone knows Mom hates heat.
So as we were walking she was encouraging us by telling us how we'd get a big drink of ice water at home. After a while that wasn't enough for us and she said, "Oh! I have a great idea. When we get home we're going to set up the baby pool and just lay in it and cool off." I remember thinking she was crazy because we were "big kids" and she was an adult. My mental boundaries did not include my mom swimming in a baby pool :)
True to her word, when we got home we all got our suits on, dug the pool out of the shed and filled it up.
I remember that being one of the most fun moments of my childhood. Squished into that tiny pool together playing and having fun and cooling off. Probably the reason I remember it so well is because my mom was great at teaching us to break down barriers and unneccessary limitations and just do our thing. not only was she fun, but her attitude toward life was a great teacher for us kids.
I bet we can all think of a million moments when mom was there to say, "Do it! Try it!" and we thought, "No, I can't!" and with her big smile and enthusiasm she convinced us that we could.
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